My Big Mistake

A knock on my door. That's all it takes and he's in my room, pulling my waist and...FIREWORKS!! "I've been thinking about you all.night.long". I just can't believe his lips...so raw and perfect. He tasted like cinnamon sugar, something that's completely different from Chris'...I love Chris but my lips were intached with Matt's. "STOP!". i'M SORRY, I said. "This was a mistake." What the? What are you talking about?I've come here just for this moment. For you to be finally...mine" words from my best friend since kindergarten. "NO, you don't understand. I'm in love with Chris. Things have finally changed. I moved on and so will you. The past is gone, Matt. Forget about it. Please. calling off Chris was the biggest mistake so far" shrieked me. "No, it's not, Lin. Calling off this"his hand on my hips"it's the biggest mistake right now". It's true. He knows me more than I do myself. He knows where to touch me, to REALLY feel me...unlike Chris who...never bothered.And I just let him on me. The peeling of clothes, the tanned skin of his perfect body. Wow ! Has he been working out lately ? He totally has abs ! that's long shielded from his baggy clothes. All I felt was the warmth I got while he slowly but carefully touched me.

Now, everything's perfect. The door is locked. The lights are off. And Chris is gone. Only me, you and destiny. He's in me now. We're both completely naked. His touch is like Christmas. My desire for me suddenly tripled. I've known him for years and never thought for once in my life I would be in this position with him, on him. HE worked his way on me. I want him. Chris...is gone.

When the sun shone only I realized my dorm partner hasn't come back from maybe a cool party and we had made love for the entire night. Only I realized this was a mistake.