Which one's the one ???

I closed the door with my back against the door. Am I a lunatic ??? I just kissed my bestfriend. The one that's been with me through almost the entire journey of my life. The one that touched my lips and showed me who I truly am...inside.

The phone rang.

"HI!!!" Um that was louder than I intended to.

"Hi....It's Chris."

"Ohhhh...Chris"

"Ya, is everything alright"

"Ya...ya,everything's fine."

"you sure ???"

"ya, totally superwoman !"

"Hey, I was wanting to ask you about toni.."

"Chris??"

"To...um ya ?"

"I...love someone else."

"???"
" Chris, are yous still there ???'
"Umm, we can't go out tonight . I'm sorry."
" I...love...you. Bye" It sounded awkward.

I hung up