HONEST IS THE BEST POLICY

I can't believe what just happen. I hung up on my sort of boyfriend. I need a moment. I'm now officially a bitch. A slut. A wannabe loser. A heartless wolf.

Phone again.

" Matt ?"

"Ya."

" You're killing me. "

" I know. Can I come over ???"

" Yes, I want to...nvm/"

"To touch me???"

" Yes "

" Me too."

I hung up.

Okay,now I lust for the body of my bestfriend. That is not good..

Which one's the one ???

I closed the door with my back against the door. Am I a lunatic ??? I just kissed my bestfriend. The one that's been with me through almost the entire journey of my life. The one that touched my lips and showed me who I truly am...inside.

The phone rang.

"HI!!!" Um that was louder than I intended to.

"Hi....It's Chris."

"Ohhhh...Chris"

"Ya, is everything alright"

"Ya...ya,everything's fine."

"you sure ???"

"ya, totally superwoman !"

"Hey, I was wanting to ask you about toni.."

"Chris??"

"To...um ya ?"

"I...love someone else."

"???"
" Chris, are yous still there ???'
"Umm, we can't go out tonight . I'm sorry."
" I...love...you. Bye" It sounded awkward.

I hung up

I LOVE CHRIS NOT MATT !!!..DO I ???

I love Chris, don't I ??? I mean, he's the best thing ever happening to me. I....loved...him... Right ?!?? I decided to walk straight towards him facing him. He....then.....put...his...lips...on...mine.It was something else. It felt like hours but it was just seconds...He said" Today's your birthday soooooooo I got something in store for tonight =D". I was just dizzy from that luscious kiss. I'm speechless.

I walked back to my dormitory and ran into Matt. "Hi Matt", I said with a guilt in the pit of my stomach. He said."Hey sweetcakes, Been missing you. Besides, who's that touchy girl. He should be lucky I didn't punch for touching my BEST *wink* FRIEND =D". "Matt, you have to stop callig me that. I know it's our nicknames but we're not those kids anymore...Always fooling around..Trying to...love each other and that touch guy is my...boyfriend.

"What ?"

"I know I'm sorry for not telling you, I just...can't hurt your feelings because we were so attached and....

I don't know what happened then. It was like a firework raising to the sky with a BOOM !!! I.....

"I love you, Lin even when we were young. This was the...the one I missed the most when you were gone."

"I..I...."

Then, again....fireworks.


"That was the best kiss I ever had.", said Matt.